Fight For This Love - Gracie and Mummy Cushion

I got these two lovely cushions made for me and Gracie. They are really nice and soft. I took them to contact last week when I went to see Gracie. At first she did not say anything about them other than jump on them. Cos it is painful for her to see how happy she was with me and to not have it all the time like she deserves. 

I told her that I had sprayed them with my favourtie perfume, Lady Million by Paco Rabanne  

I let her smell it on me first and then the cussions and one I had sprayed lots on and that was the best one and can take that home with her. I said when she misses me she can sniff it and smell my perfume. :o)..

She left me very happy and we had a lovely time together.. She was really excited to have the cushion and was talking all about it to everyone. She does need to see me there and to know I will never stop fighting for our Love. That is why it says Fight For This Love at the top of the cushion.

Oh I love my Angel so much, she is certainly a gift from God and I am blessed to have carried her for 9 months and created her in my womb. I am honoured to have breast fed my angel for 2 and a half years. 

Gracie deserves her mummy's love as it is love like no other and she cannot ever get that same love from any where else. We slept in the same bed till the day she was taken from me. There was never any problems and I protected her from everything bad and she was so innocent.

 The only damage that has ever been done to my child is from taking her out of my care. Everything else is based on Risk factor, If left in my care Gracie would have never suffered any harm as I would die before my child was ever hurt in any way. That is physically or emotionally or mentally. The system has taken my protection away from my daughter on a physical level. We are still always connected spiritually but I am not there every day like I should be and she does not have the protection of her mother every day like she needs and every child should have.

All a child of 3 - 5 years old wants is her mummy.... yes that is the most important thing to them and look what you the system has taken away from my child! they have stopped her from having the best mummy she could or would ever ask for. That is what the social services and system has taken away from my little Angel..

Though I will make sure she gets it back, nothing will stop me, for love is stronger than any other power and God is on my side, so I know we will be back together soon and it will be amazing and I will just give Gracie so much love and time and fun everyday.. we will just have an amazing and exciting time all the time. 

Our life will be perfect together and we will enjoy every moment and make the most of every day, creating and exploring and learning and growing, I will teach you all sorts of things and you and I will have so much love and learning together

Everything I do is for Gracie, there is nothing I do not do that is not in Gracie's best interests. All the things I make and buy for Gracie, I just want my Angel to know this that we will have a life together and we will be together forever.

All My love forever My Angel Gracie from you mummy

 xxxxxoooooooxxxxxxxoxoxoxoxo

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Gracie ball pool, justice, love all

We went out to ball pool today for the first time in a year. Gracie loved it but she finds it hard to just let go and be herself and chilled. She kept saying she was scared. I never get a chance to spend time with her in a normal environment so I don't get to see how she is. Though she has changed so much as she was never scared of anything and so confident on every level when she lived with me. It is so hard to comprehend the damage they have done to my Angel and how I can never put that innocence back. They have damaged her for life by taking her away from me. This will always be a fact. Though I will do everything I can to make up for all the mistakes and bad choices I have made and to make up for all that harm the system and John have done to my daughter.

That is why I can never stop for the rest of my days.... my fight will always be for Gracie even when she is back home. Even when everything is back to a normal life I will still fight for her. Fight for justice. I am so stubborn when it comes to moral and complete wrong judgement like they have made about me. They could not be further from the truth on every level and because of this I will never stop until I have changed the world. Not me alone though I as the all and the one. I as the all seeing eye the single eye, I being the essence of us all. All together we will work and a world we will love... full of excitement and love and fun and passion and inspiration and never ending creation of Joy and just being so overwhelmed with pleasure of being in a world of peace that is the most amazing experiance of exhilerating and positive emotions that one could ever dream or feel. That will be the world we create for ourselves and for all inhabitants of planet earth and for all creation and God. Our peace will be our enlightenment to a world of riches that far pass any possabilites that the mind can imagine... The harmony and extacy that will be experianced by all will be greater than anything experianced as it will be a revolution for God and the all and the eye...

For no planet will have ever come out of such darkness for such a long period of time into such empowering light. Far beyond the knowledge and experiance of the all. That is what we will create. Our future and our existance will be proudly and significantly in the light and shining for all to see and learn off... as a unity of one we will progress and God will learn too... as there is not really any further lower we can go other than to destroy our planet completely... though we are not that stupid!!! naaa... light is our destiny and we know