We went out to ball pool today for the first time in a year. Gracie loved it but she finds it hard to just let go and be herself and chilled. She kept saying she was scared. I never get a chance to spend time with her in a normal environment so I don't get to see how she is. Though she has changed so much as she was never scared of anything and so confident on every level when she lived with me. It is so hard to comprehend the damage they have done to my Angel and how I can never put that innocence back. They have damaged her for life by taking her away from me. This will always be a fact. Though I will do everything I can to make up for all the mistakes and bad choices I have made and to make up for all that harm the system and John have done to my daughter.
That is why I can never stop for the rest of my days.... my fight will always be for Gracie even when she is back home. Even when everything is back to a normal life I will still fight for her. Fight for justice. I am so stubborn when it comes to moral and complete wrong judgement like they have made about me. They could not be further from the truth on every level and because of this I will never stop until I have changed the world. Not me alone though I as the all and the one. I as the all seeing eye the single eye, I being the essence of us all. All together we will work and a world we will love... full of excitement and love and fun and passion and inspiration and never ending creation of Joy and just being so overwhelmed with pleasure of being in a world of peace that is the most amazing experiance of exhilerating and positive emotions that one could ever dream or feel. That will be the world we create for ourselves and for all inhabitants of planet earth and for all creation and God. Our peace will be our enlightenment to a world of riches that far pass any possabilites that the mind can imagine... The harmony and extacy that will be experianced by all will be greater than anything experianced as it will be a revolution for God and the all and the eye...
For no planet will have ever come out of such darkness for such a long period of time into such empowering light. Far beyond the knowledge and experiance of the all. That is what we will create. Our future and our existance will be proudly and significantly in the light and shining for all to see and learn off... as a unity of one we will progress and God will learn too... as there is not really any further lower we can go other than to destroy our planet completely... though we are not that stupid!!! naaa... light is our destiny and we know
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